[Guest Post] – Anthony Volodkin

One year ago today, I lost my mom to leukemia.
A post on the web is not enough to capture any of what that’s like, but there is one positive thing that I’ve been coming back to many times since.

 

There were few things unsaid between us.  She allowed the space for me to share everything happening in my life, and shared a ton with me.  Still, however, unsaid things were occasionally discovered, and promptly shared during the intense 4 months of treatment.

 

One evening that summer, she called me while a big rainstorm was hiding Manhattan in omnious clouds. She wanted to talk about the time in 4th grade when I was taking a piano exam and she couldn’t make it to see the performance. She apologized, said she really wanted to come and felt that she let me down. I didn’t remember this moment or this exam at all, but it was very clear in her mind. I told her that I remember the times she supported me much better. After this quick 5 minute call we became yet another tiny bit closer.

I was lucky to tell her a few things too.

Don’t leave much unsaid. Whatever is delaying you now will seem impressively unimportant soon. Pick up the phone, start writing – you and the recipient will both be surprised with what happens next.
You don’t have all day.

 

- via Anthony Volokin is Fascinated

My grandmother passed away unexpectedly a few days ago.  She died peacefully in her sleep after a fulfilling day with the rest of the family. It was probably the best possible death that anyone could hope for.  I 95% completed a letter that I had been meaning to send her for over two months.  It is a crushing regret.  I cannot think of anything I did in the last two months that was more important than sending it :(

Friedrich Schiller on the Sublime

Via The Wikipedia:

He elaborated Christoph Martin Wieland’s concept of the Schöne Seele (beautiful soul), a human being whose emotions have been educated by his reason, so that Pflicht und Neigung (duty and inclination) are no longer in conflict with one another; thus beauty, for Schiller, is not merely an aesthetic experience, but a moral one as well: the Good is the Beautiful. His philosophical work was also particularly concerned with the question of human freedom, a preoccupation which also guided his historical researches, such as the Thirty Years War and The Revolt of the Netherlands, and then found its way as well into his dramas (the “Wallenstein” trilogy concerns the Thirty Years War, while “Don Carlos” addresses the revolt of the Netherlands against Spain.) Schiller wrote two important essays on the question of the sublime (das Erhabene), entitled “Vom Erhabenen” and “Über das Erhabene”; these essays address one aspect of human freedom—the ability to defy one’s animal instincts, such as the drive for self-preservation, when, for example, someone willingly sacrifices himself for conceptual ideals.

[[ Friedrich Schiller ]]

>> I edited this Wikipedia entry to be gender neutral.

5 Hot Tracks [Valerie Edition]

See, this is how it’s done. Fast and dirty.

from Valerie ************@gmail.com
to Dustin ☮ wheat*rass@gmail.com
date Sat, Oct 31, 2009
subject Re: thx

mister dustin,

http://www.sendspace.com/file/n0kgrn
fur bot, morphonix – “breaky” psy dub
funhouse, big gigantic – live electronic from boulder
shmlizl, heyoka – it’s heyoka. with piano.
dance of the apparatuses, seventhswami – glitchy
queen of all everything, ott – pretty

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See?!?! look at how fucking efficient this is! When people use the 5 Hot Tracks System

EVERYBODY WINS

Truelife ™ Adventures in Email {How to Share Music}

Noah, who is pretty much an expert at everything, shows a perfect example of how more people should be sharing music. And by “more people” I mean “you.”

From Noah <*********@gmail.com>
to Dustin ☮
date Sat, Oct 31, 2009 at 8:33 AM
subject 5 Hot Tracks

Hood Internet – Cult Logic Forever (more mashups like this please & thanks to VR for bringing this to my attention))
Michita – Yukar (heard this in korea, japanese dj, so chill)
Burial – Fostercare (superb as always, so chill its spooky (for Holloween?))
Wild Beasts – We Still Got the Taste Dancin On Our Tongues (just great indie rock, pure and simple)
Lindstrom & Christabelle – Baby Can’t Stop – Aeroplane Remix (for the dance party)

http://www.sendspace.com/file/15zcal

Note his typically sensible method of describing each track. He conveys their hot-ness without being encumbered by “writing about music.” There’s just the right number of excellent songs and it’s easy for fast consumption. Everyone is happy. Noah gets it done. NOW YOU TRY

Sendspace.com

Mediafire.com
Getdropbox.com

are all great, easy places to host beats

Useful Website

WrongDiagnosis.com

Tim was telling me about it last night. He used it to discover that he had a parasite that he got while sailing around in New Zealand (or something). You can input your symptoms into wrong diagnosis and their engine will tell you about obscure things you might have instead of what your doctors think. Quite handy, and great for hypochondriacs!
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Speaking of travel, Tim, Star and I had a collaborative instructable that made the front page of Instructables.com. Check it out

Handy Tricks: World Traveler Edition

Guest Blogger: Nagu

The adrenaline of super tuesday is building, so apologies in advance for being so mentally disorganized. It seems like everyone in my life is politically engaged right now at a level of intensity that I’ve never seen. I’m having constant discussions with all of you, of course, but also coworkers, family, old high school friends, etc. it’s nonstop.

It’s clear that people are inspired by him and the hope that he embodies. I think that makes people nervous. It makes me nervous. Can we really, after all these decades of disappointment and cynicism, just start trusting someone? How can we possibly fall for the promises of a politician? How can we liberals, so accustomed to shame, feel this sudden, dangerous pride in our country rising up within us?

Yet, there he is, saying the things that we didn’t think anyone in his position would say, moving to the top without selling off the integrity that we thought anyone in his position would have to sell.

I’m rambling. Here’s an actual thought: Obama’s policy positions (and his 700+ dream team of advisors) has serious substance. And, what is often misunderstood as a lack of substance is actually his strongest asset. I was commenting on a blog post of Logan’s about this, and I’ll copy most of it here.

I recently came across a videotaped meeting that Obama had with the editorial board of the SF Chronicle (link below.) First of all, he inspires in this conversation not because of grand rhetoric but rather because of his command of the details of policy in an enormous range of domestic and foreign issues.

More importantly, he really makes clear that that ability is not enough, and that it certainly isn’t all he has to offer our country. If you just have time to listen to a little of it, check this out at about 39 minutes in: One of the editors challenges his targets for fuel economy legislation, asking if he is promising too much. After all, the president has to work with Congress, right? The implication (intended or not) is that Clinton, with her type of insider “experience” would be more effective.

Obama’s reply is perfect:

“The problem is not technical. The problem is not sufficient mastery of the legislative intricacies of Washington. The problem is: can you get the American people to say ‘This is really important’ and force their representatives to do the right thing. That requires mobilizing a citizenry. That requires that they understand what is at stake.”
I had a longish argument with AB about whether everyone’s infatuation with Obama would really add up to any effective movement in Washington. Here, Obama makes clear the mechanism by which seemingly nebulous qualities like leadership and vision actually effect change.

Obama views the presidential office as more than a position of political leverage for sausage-making in the legislative branch. He views it as an office that should inspire all Americans. He views change as something that comes up from the bottom. His campaign — overwhelmingly funded by small individual donors, rejecting PAC and lobbying money — is an unequivocal expression of that vision.
His vision of America is one where thinking people like you and me are the drivers of progress. His vision is of a populace that shares so much in common that our individual actions will be powerful enough to push back against the concentrations of power and capital that stand in the way of the well-being of average people.

It’s an incredibly idealistic vision; one that has been absent perhaps since the civil rights movement. But I look around and see so many people I know out on the streets for Obama, canvassing, making phone calls, donating huge portions of their paychecks, having heated discussions with strangers on the ferry to work… I get the feeling that he may just be able to make that vision real.

~N

logan’s blog post:

http://www.loganotron.com/2008/02/04/undecided-as-of-yet

obama’s meeting with the editorial board of the chronicle:
http://www.brightcove.tv/title.jsp?title=1381682549